Shared Stories ... Jacob (When Something Breaks, Something is also Formed)

Here is another shared story.  Prepare for the nose-bleed.



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Dear Angelo, I would like to share my story in your blog.  I hope you can also edit it so that it will be of the same format as your writing.

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I am a 20 year old, gay from Pasay City.  I know that I am gay since I was in elementary but for the fear of my father, I have always kept it a secret so that I can live my life in a way that he won't be ashamed of me.

Even when I was in high school I have courted a lot of girls but I don't I just felt lazy in the end that I do not persevere with the courting. Hahaha. Or maybe that is not what I really wanted.

Shared Stories... Ghino... (Recruiter-Agent Conflict of Interest) Part 1

Since it took me a long time to post, I have some posts here that were emailed to me before.  I will post all of them first maybe,  While I am writing for my new posts for My Jalandoni Series.

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Dear Angelo [[Hahaha, natawa ako dito - Angelo]]

I am Ghino, one of your readers for several years now.  Sorry if I have to write some in English because I came from the province and I cannot speak Tagalog better than how I speak or write in English.  Pero since napansin ko na mostle Tagalog mga nagsusulat dito. I will try my best to write in Tagalog if not Tag-Lish.

My Jalandoni Series... (Chapter 6... We End Some... We Start Some)

Whew. First post for the year pala to? Nice. ANyway, sorry sa matagal na di namansin o nagparamdam. Sobrang dami ko lang na pinagdadaanan and I hope I can get over this soon.

Well, huwag na nating patagalin, ito na ang aking bagong chapter. =)

Love you all.

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"Gel..." panimula ni Ryan.

Tiningnan ko lang siya habang nakaupo kaming dalawa sa bench malapit sa Science Building.  Nasa malayo naman ay nakaupo sina Rod at James. Titig na titig si Rod sa amin. Animo'y galit o nag-alala na di ko mawari.

"Ry..." sabi ko sa kanya.

Tumingin siya sa akin.

"Sa totoo lang..." panimula ko. "Di ko na nga matandaan bakit tayo nagkalabuan e. Pero kung ano man yun, pwede bang kalimutan na lang natin 'yon?"

Tahimik lang siya, parang nalungkot.

"Sorry. Pero andami lang talagang nangyayari sa buhay ko lately at ayoko nang pagtuunan pa ng pansin ang mga bagay na nakalipas na.  Hindi sa gusto kitang alisin sa isip ko. Pero gusto ko nang bawasan ang mga masasamang nakaran sa buhay ko.  Masyado nang mabigat para pagtuunan ko pa ng pansin.  Baka pag nilaliman ko pa ang mga problema ko e sumabog na ang dibdib ko."

Hinawakan niya ang kamay ko.